I thought I can easily adjust into the role, but I guess not. Only two months into the role and I feel so unmotivated to go for work. It is sort of depressing when the only day I look forward to is payday.
There were many factors contributing to the reason why I throw the white flag.
- The need to justify for my own headcount being said outright to me on my second week of work
- Being told that I'm not expected to go off work on time
- Messages or tasks being passed down from my colleague to me instead of directly to me
- Updates or questions to be done in PA style. Regardless of how many emails or messages I send, almost zero response
- Constantly feeling as though I am swimming through the position
- So on and forth
Lets just hope my new employment is as good as it says. *Fingers crossed*