Wow, it has been four months since my last post. My last post was about work, and here I am, ranting about work again.
I broke down today. Emotions just flowed and for the first time, I was not able to control my tears. It is really my fault for poor presentation, but the whole reason of breaking down? It is really the idea of 'what's the point of doing this' that left me feeling really frustrated. Even if I accomplish the project, will I have a sense of achievement? No, I highly doubt so. I am not motivated or even slightly inclined to do the project because it will all go back to manual. WHAT IS THE POINT? I may not be matured enough but I see and feel enough. Enough is enough.
People leave not just because of one incident. It's a build-up of events and that one incident is the trigger point. I'm tired of having to feel again and again that people are deemed lesser than they worth, when they are worth much more.
The best part of work? Counting down to bonus with my colleagues and talking about how we are all going to resign at the same time. This may be the first time I am resigning without having a job offer.